I'm 22 years old, I am currently a student at henley College Coventry
from United Kingdom.

Im gay Ive reacently come out
Im a writer as well as a student I hope one day to have something ive written turned into a tv programme
I also hope to have my own Production Company called 'Blue Box productions'

Today was one of the best days In my life it started out really crap I woke up at 8:00 as Lucy my sister was shakeing me "russels on the phone" "Oh crap I bet he wants me in to cover some one" so I uped washed and dressed. Russel indeed wanted me in I tried my best to wriggle out of it and eventually I managed to get it down from 3 to 12 so I would be able to do stuff for my mum and also i had a special need to get in to town as I was to meet someone I had been emailing on line b4 this I had chatted to several people and arranged to meet but one thing or another and either I cancelled because I was scared or they cancelled after they saw my picture. This time I had this voice in my head saying if you dont meet this person you will regret it. So I decided to take a chance i finished work at 12 russ dropped me off at bell green to help me save time as I told him I had something really important to do so eventually I got home I showered and changed my clothes and mum gave me more things to do which would make me late so I paged the guy and got to the place where I was to meet and walked in I was relieved to see he was still there waiting as if he hadnt or i had cancelled I wouldn't have met the best friend any one could ask for and my life would have been poorer and emptyier thanks for waiting for me ill always be waiting for you your friend forever Andy

Corinas coming home today for a month cant wait to go to Rainbows soon with her i havent been for yonks mayby I can drag Mat there Im hopeing to be off on saterday but knowing my boss he hasnt remembered and ill be stuck there from 3pm to 4am if the horrifiing roumers are true. I am so lucky having a friend like Mat I was so glad he came round last night he really cheared me up

The College Magazine was published today with copies are runing out fast its got the first part of butterfly and a great comic strip thats first in the uk called "an angels story" by a talented artist Greg Fox. Corinnas Home not that you would notice as ive hardly seen hide nor hair of her shes been spending time with her bo Adam (too much time)

Had weekend off yay

Went To see John an old school friend today with Mat I was glad of his company as it has been years scince I had seen him and when I told him Im gay he had a shock reaction and we fell out but thanks to Mat Its all sorted now I am so greatful to mat for so many things this year

yay its Christmas thank you to Carolyn for my bag and whiskey thanks mum for star trek voyager vids and all smelleys thanks Mathew and Lucy for my after shaves and Big brother Video thanks Simon for my Jon pertwee Autobiography Thanks to Mat for all (precious things) ie the Doctor who book the wine and the backstreet boys calander and thanks for the Chocolates hope every one enjoyied their xmas

Im thinking about moving my pages to another site as I would like to put Chemical world up online but I dont think that Fortune city will let it on consedering its content

nearly the end of the year 2000 looking forward to being with my best mate Mat at midnight seeing the new year in Im sorry that Dech wont be ther for him to see the year in with Mat but where ever he is at the midnight hour im sure the two will be in each others thoughts

WOW a new year things can only get better had a great xmas and new year I hope all who read this page have had an xmas as good as mine was.

had a really nice night out went to see Unbrakable with Charlie I really enjoied my self I hope we can do it again soon

Went to Rainbows with Mat,corinna and Carolyn had a really fantastic night I was sad when it ended but im sure we can do it all again soon especially as its mats birthday nxt week

the college mag is up (at last) here C~I 18/1/2001 Today is my friends Mathew hunts 23rd Birthday happy birthday my friend mat you have all your hearts desiers XXX. 18/1/2001(suplemantial)

im nearing the end of my alex and mat adventures im killing the timelord off after nearly 10 years of travel in time and space in favor of new adventures earth bound adventures carrying on with ths char Mat he is to fight a battle with the faction parradox with the help of alexs computer as at the end of the last alex story will reveal the Daleks are being manipulated....

was going to go to mats last night but due to me being a total prat i got confused and mat came over to mine and staied for a while I had a good time as usueal when I see him shame I didnt get over there to see Dech I was looking forward to seeing him again he a real nice guy ah well there will be plenty of time to see Dech agin some time. I hope the cake is nice that I baked.

ive been ill for three days :-( but it wasnt so bad as Mat came round for a visit. I made a new friend Called Addam so im quite chuffed really looking forward to going down to falmouth with my mate mat it seems its the only hols im getting this year so im making the most of it

Not long till my birthday about a week yay ive still no idea what im doing for my birthday but im sure this week will shed some light on an idea. got a project to hand in its a week late already im ok with all the design bits its colateing the bits ive got and writeing about how they were put togeather ah well im sure ill do it b4 its too late.

Five days and counting till im 23 im going to birmingham with Mat hope we have a great time. went shopping yesterday for shoes god is it hard to find shoes my size. Falmouth is comming up fast too and the Doctor who convention febs going to be a busy month for me

yay its my birthday

Thank you Mat and Richard for a great day in birmingham. thank you for all my cards and pressies

Poor Matthew (brother) got dumped by beth hurting him loads poor guy (((((Matthew)))))

im turning my site red for Comic relief. and my radio play is being broardcast on the 11 and 18th march

Im back from my trip to falmouth. Met some old friends and tried to setle some old ghosts. Mat was such a great friend all week he put up with me including the talking in my sleep. I cryed i laughed i had a fucking fantastic time despite the weather and some Wankers i could mention but wont.

Good luck to mat as he starts his new job in the media loan Shop hope he has a good first day. also I fogot to wish my brother Matythew a happy birthday for the 6th hes 22 now

The radio play is being broaredcast on the 11th this sunday at around 7.15pm on my friend Charlies show good luck charlie hope all goes well for you. im fed up today some bastard switched tapes on me for the train project i did in falmouth fucking bastard cunt so when I went to put it on my cd rom ive only got rushes so im editing togeather a short sequence to represent it the bastards.

busy repairing the dammage my bad mood did yesterday if ive inadvetently pissed anyone off please feel free to tell me off adam (corinnas boyf) is pissing me off I should really ignore him but it hurts after theammount of times ive helped him listend to him complaine about endless lists of things come on Corinna you can do better than him dump the fucking cunt

Thank you Very very much To Mat for starring in my final film project at college you were absolutely brilliant thank you very very very very very very very very very much i am really greatful I hope you wernt too uncomforable. Also thanks to happy and the two girls that filled in for me im greatful to the pair of you and happy of course if it wernt for you I would not had been able to have got as much done as for joe not turning thanx a bunch mate

over 1000 hits ive hit over 1000 its most probably a low number but im chuffed to bits. Hope everyone is suporting red nose day Comic relief

Fucking Henley college ive been here onand off for about seven years youd think they would trust me to look after a fucking mini disk merantz over night not once in seven years have I dammaged broken or lost anything you would think that warrents me some credit

Mothers day it was on sunday thanks to Mats Mum of pollys Plants in Rugby for the lovely bunch of flowers I had delivered by my mate mat thank you to the pair of you putting a smile on mums face nice flowers thank you :-). also there is a new link in my links section to Mats boyfriend Dech all about Jorge Luis Borges biography and conference details hope your keeping well Dech and your dissatation is going well and hopefully see you soon 27/3/2001

today ive come to a decision about my site its more of a sight than a site so im tidying it up loads removing some of the early news items and moving all if not most of the links to the section they should be on hopefully removing some of the soppy crap that I have put up here.

Had anice day today saw the place where Mat works had a nice time looking at Mats equipment (whoops there I go again) and im an Sooooooooooo Jelous at the size of it all still size isnt everything. Some great over hauls to my site coming in the future as you have to agree its a bit of a pigsty at the momentcome back over the next few months and it will be bigger and better than ever

Im tired sorry if i upset any one again today I keep putting my foot in it sorry Mat for slipping names out that I shouldnt have my fingers beat my brain once again I just couldnt do anything right today Carolyn has left we now number three in my HND group. I tried my new idea offline so to speak last night and it worked we will see. I am so very tired.

I have been a very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very stupid person I am a very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very stupid person I shouldnt have done what I did but I couldnt help my self I needed advice too but I went about it the wrong way I am extreemly sorry for any hurt or harm ive done I promise if I am forgiven I wont do it ever again but if I can't be forgiven I will go away never to bother the person who I have hurt again I am so sorry there arent any words for how bad I feel all I can say is im sorry and I will always be your friend if you still want to know me Andy

not much going on I just thought id make a few minow improvementsand reinstate one special entry and exstend it as it consitutes as one of the best days in the last year

god three days on the trot no one in college Im getting boared was tempted to pop down to where Mat works just for a bit of company but I wouldnt drop in unanounced especially as hes suposed to be working and I dont think hs bosses would take to kindly to me poping in when I feel like it hope Claire enjoied New york

it is now four days in a row im geting fed up of this all alone hope Mats ok and hope to see you soon

Well it nearly became 5 days in a row that I had been at college on me own but Tarla turned up at the last minuet we staied a while and then we went to visit Mat on the way i buggerd my knee and sholder nearly crushing mats egg thankfully Tarla rescued it in the nick of time. Mat looked after me all afternoon thank you mat I probably stoped him from working and if I got you in trouble im sorry

spent most of the day lying down as it hurt to move

made two decisions today im going to try and make ago of getting into cov uni Im hopeing im not makeing a wrong decision and I hope im capeable of the work and decision 2 im staying at the ibis on saterday night instead of panicing about getting back to coventry on night time which will enable me to go clubbing after Angels hopefully ill put some picies up of the night. Sorry Mat about ribbing you too much about your job I know you work hard. the amount you've tidied labled and cataloged so far is evidence of that. Its me that when I pop in stops you from working i shouldnt be such a distraction I would never want to get you in to trouble you know you can always tell me when its not convienent for me to come over.

Yay two weeks off and my mums on hols next wk so I have the house to myself and my brother matthew

went to meet Harpie, Simon B, Wilf, John, MalB, Paul M, Chinewrde, Brodie, Satyricon, Andy from Guildford and bf in birmingham today had an absolutely fantastic time I can't wait to do it again soon shame I never pulled but then again being surounded by friends is better than nothing. thanks to that guy I was danceing with untill I hurt my knee again who ever you were I had a good time ;-) the hotel Ibis was really nice and the bed was really comfortable.

Easter sunday lots of chocie and no hangover top! Hope the weather is as nice as it is here for Mat n Dech while they have a long weekend in Bath. Thanks to john (Harpie)for the lift back from birmingham today. thanks to Mat for my easter egg it was delishious.

god arnt bank hols quiet and boring i got so boared I finished some course work off. and even contemplated visiting John bradley

Im pissed off My friend Corinna and here boyf got hitched and they didnt invite me they had all thier witchy friends but not me :-(

Mum goes on hols today so I get to have the house to myself well me and my brother matty

god not feeling too well

Happy Birthday Martin and Corinna and on the 29th Happy birthday to Claire (mats sister) and on thursday to Mats dad hope you all have a great birthday. Had a lovely time at Martins Birthday party thanks for invitieng me and thank you to Mat for comeing with me it was delightful as always to spend time in your company

Back to college today after the easter break time to get down to some work

Always with you

always with you

Andrew Pittaway

Always with you

In my dreams I have died a thousand times

To save your life,

Defended you to those

Who would harm you,

I will always give up my life to save you

Defend you till my dying breath

Through out all our lives

I am always with you

Wishing we could be as one